I am looking into the future. But who i valued most is missing. What would I give to get Mum back? I read somewhere that you should let go of people when you die. When you keep thinking about them, you hold them back from reaching the place wherever souls are supposed to go.
But I don't want to let go. I want my mum. My mum for this life and the next and the next...I have not been a true believer of reincarnation but now I want to believe. I want my mum to be my mum in my next life. I want to see her smile, to laugh with her. To listen as she speaks about her daily serial, argue about the merits of Kanjeevaram and Benares, discuss new dishes and beauty secrets...I want her to be there to take care of my baby and bring it up...I want to take her on a world trip and buy her all the gold she wants.
I want her so...I miss you mum...i want to hug and kiss you and fight with you and I am so bloody sorry that we had to loose you.
